We’ve done everything we could. We’ve worked ourselves silly since early winter getting Stone’s business off the ground and now it’s time to just Trust.
I have to keep reminding myself this because my mind wants to take me to a million places of worry. Spring is always our tightest time of the year and to throw a new baby in the mix can feel way overwhelming.
But that stress trip–uh, uh, that doesn’t feel good at all. Worrying? That just makes me feel worse and puts tension in our relationship and in our family.
We’ve taken our leap of faith and there is no turning back and besides, we don’t want to turn back! This is exactly what we want–to live independently by our own entrepreneurial wits and it takes time to get rolling and this type of time can move so s-l-o-w-l-y.
And when I find myself worrying I name it and come back to my breath and remind myself to trust.
Because I do deeply trust in all that is and I know our family will be taken care of on our journey. I know there are dry spells and speed bumps and windy roads; but I also know that as long as we keep putting one foot in front of the other, guided by our intuitive knowledge and creative spark, life unfolds into a bloom that is beautiful and perfectly unique. Even if we can’t see it right now.
I trust.
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This was lovely to read Hillary. I need this reminder for our own journey.
This is lovely. I really do believe your family will be cared for, too. And mine as well. Although it can be hard to trust, it’s so worthwhile.
Blessings!
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And I’ll add my mantra of “Love, Trust, and Relax,” that I need to remind myself of often!
All is well, Dear Sister!!! I love you!
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Oh Kate I like that too. The “relax” aspect really standing out for me.
I wrote this after we spoke earlier this week :)
I seriously get tingles every time I read one of your posts. It’s such a treat to visit your blog!!!
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So beautiful. Love the photos and also the reminder to trust in the universe.
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what a gorgeous photo/statement!
thank you so much for this post. it really spoke to my heart.
xo
~erin
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