Self-Portrait :: Eyes

by flowers on August 6, 2010 · 9 comments

I am participating in Shakti Mama’s Portrait Project. This week our assignment was our eyes. Play along or just take a peek.

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Joy

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This was one of the few photos I took a few hours after I learned the midwifery legislation I worked so hard on was signed into law. I was high on life, tickled pink, fearless and triumphant. I felt truly happy, playful even. I felt satisfied.

Determination

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I took this picture about a week later. Things have settled down and my pure jubilation has turned into sheer determination. For the past ten months I have been focused on a pregnancy and midwifery legislation. They have both birthed into being and now it’s time to shift gears. My focus is so clear and I am utterly determined. My Gemini self can tend to flutter from interest to interest, but I am steadfast in following through on my current projects.

I can’t wait to share them with you.

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Lesson of the eyes. I wanted to share a picture without my glasses on. I really did, but drawing upon our last theme, “the mask” I will admit that I use my glasses as a mask. I usually have dark circles under my eyes. I think it’s from low iron and maybe from food sensitivities. I feel like you can’t see them as bad with my glasses on. It’s my comfort zone.

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Amber August 7, 2010 at 5:04 pm

I love those pictures of your eyes. And I can’t wait to hear more about your projects!

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exhale. return to center. August 7, 2010 at 8:30 pm

i can just feel your joy beaming through that first picture!!! amazing!!!!

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Stacy (Mama-Om) August 8, 2010 at 11:46 am

That first picture is adorable!!

I, too, am curious about your upcoming projects!

I am continually touched by your determination, which seems imbued, to me, with levity/light/brightness. So wonderful.

xo,
Stacy

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6512 and growing August 8, 2010 at 2:45 pm

I love both of these pictures and how your eyes express your mood. Cool glasses, too.

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Juliana August 9, 2010 at 2:45 pm

Your eyes are so expressive! I can read your emotions quite easily in these … must be the Gemini thing :). I love both pictures, the whimsical happiness in the first, and the intensity of your eyes in the second.

Thanks for participating in the challenge!

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flowers August 9, 2010 at 10:40 pm

Thanks everyone. Julianna, thanks for mentioning this as a “challenge” because I will admit this is much more of a challenge than I originally thought it would be. It’s stretching me and touching emotional buttons and then I’m having to ask why.

I will admit that when I look at that second photo I see more vulnerability that determination. Or maybe it’s that having that photo up there makes me feel vulnerable.

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Josie August 10, 2010 at 3:38 pm

I see the joy, I feel the joy, share it please! What is the legislation? are you Uk or Us based? Have i heard about it? Is it really exciting? If so, why havent i heard about it?
Now my eyes are alive and excited? What have you done?!
Its the Gemini in me!!

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flowers August 10, 2010 at 9:33 pm

Josie–it is SO exciting! I am in the US and we just passed a law in New York State that was supposedly “impossible”. We got ride of the written practice agreement which was causing a major barrier for women receiving midwifery care. You can learn more at the other website I moderate: FreeOurMidwives.org

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Wabi-Sabi Wanderings August 14, 2010 at 5:22 pm

I love the triumphant exhilaration in the first photo. What a phenomenal accomplishment!! The second photo “is currently unavailable”, so I can’t comment :-) I like your reference about comfort zones. My comfort zone is *behind* my camera, certainly not in front of it.

Thank you for sharing.

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